Tag: thoughts

In Poems

Sometimes a poem is not what it seems
Unkempt words that dance and sing
To bring out emotions, feelings and dreams
To write prose such as this is a dubious thing

The reader will read what the author has wrote
It isn’t for either to decide right or wrong
To shadow the words with meanings and dote
Or consider the message within them too long

Sometimes a word is a word is a word is a word
Letters combine to express such a thought
And not until the thoughts can be heard
Can the reader or author find what is sought

Do The Math

You know that whimsical game. You can pick a daisy from its stem and slowly pluck the petals saying with each one, first, "She Loves Me..." then, "She Loves Me, Not..."

That little game only ends with, "She Loves Me..." if the flower has an odd number of petals.

Which stands to figure, doesn't it?

One would need to be pretty odd to love someone like me...

Truth

"You cannot see what I see because you see what you see. You cannot know what I know because you know what you know. What I see and what I know cannot be added to what you see and what you know because they are of a different kind. Neither can it replace what you see and what you know, because that would be to replace you yourself."

-- Douglas Adams, Mostly Harmless

Ode To The Last

Originally written August 31, 2008

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In times like these, the profound escapes, and the profane takes over...

And to take from his lover
Every stitch of soul so cruel
All the passion she can muster
Yet he is the one that plays the fool

-- Myself

Once In A Lifetime

Once in a lifetime, you find the one with the heart your heart is meant to beat in rhythm with. You find the one with fingers your fingers are supposed to lace with. You find the one whose breath is the air you're meant to breathe. You find the one with the skin your skin is meant to warm.

When you find her, hold her tight. Feel your hearts beat in rhythm, memorize how her hand feels in yours, savor the sweetness of her breath when you breathe and promise her you'll always keep her warm.

Self-Esteem

Written August 25, 2009

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So many people I speak with have very little self-esteem.

I, myself, am guilty. I’m a chronic non-believer in myself at times. Not in things such as what I can accomplish, or do, or succeed at… but just, in my own self-worth.

Am I good looking? No… Am I lovable? No… Am I worthy of other peoples’ affection or attention? No… Am I funny? Hardly. Am I the person I want to be? I probably never will be…

A lot of those just go into my expectations of myself. Something I can’t control. I demand a lot of myself, at all times. Whether it be to be the man I want to be for me, or the man I want to be for someone else. All these things… they chip away at my self-esteem and always have.

Give me a challenge and I won’t let it beat me. Give me a compliment and I’m defeating myself before anyone else can.

Do you feel that way too?

Odds are if you do, you know it… and you can even admit it. There is no guilt by denial here.

Here’s the thing… the more I see other people do it… people I truly hold in high esteem, the more ridiculous I see my own responses being. Pay attention folks… you know that person you just complimented and they said, “Psshhwwahh! You’re crazy! I am not!”

Yeah… sounded ridiculous, didn’t it? Well… when you give that response to someone, it sounds just as ridiculous to them.

So I’ve learned something over the past few years that this really plays into. If you take that compliment and simply say “Thank you,” that compliment becomes true to you. Keep saying “Thank you,” and eventually, it becomes you. And when it becomes you, you start to see yourself more as the person you want to be.

Words only have as much power as you let them.

Start letting the good words be more powerful to who you are than the bad ones.

Tangles in Time

Her hair falls around her face
As she looks at me with a bow
Bashful and avoiding eyes look up at me
Such crystal blue eyes
Oceans, beautiful and calling
Begging the imagination to set sail
And explore the mysteries that they won't tell
Hiding the infinite beauty deep beneath their surface

But her coy smile reveals to me
Those thoughts her eyes might so bashfully try to hide
And her tangles of curls
Are an entrapment to my heart
Surrounding her face like an Egyptian frame
Professing the unspeakable beauty so rare to find
In this single moment, when two hearts bind

Love and desire clash as dance partners
Rhythmically moving to a beat that sets them in motion

To come together

To pull apart

To come together

A gravity urged by their desire to be beautiful together
To move in a synchronous ebb and flow
To spark a magic in the hearts that beat for each other
Close together

With bodies pressed tightly
A movement in harmony

This love

This balance

And in this single moment the discovery is made
She is the sun that warms a winter day
And the scent of spring blossoms that call to mind
Those youthful days of anxiously waiting for summer's release
She is the mist on morning skin
And the fire that burns within

And in this single moment
She is the Eden in the promises of lore
She is the rain that grants rebirth
She is ocean that covers my Earth
Crystal blue
She calls to me
And my imagination sets sail again