Tag: thoughts

Try For Me, Try For The Future

Only through the explicit sharing of our thoughts, feelings and fears can we begin to understand each other. Only through opening our minds and embracing our essence can we live a life of tolerance. Only through this tolerance and our want for a better world can we truly give our love to each other. But everything must start with communication and open minds.

Originally written March 15, 2010

Think About It

So Zo had a performance at the casino on Sunday night, as part of the casino's Independence Day celebration. There were fireworks outside immediately after the performance.

As we walked back in heading to dinner, I note to her the cruel irony of celebrating American Independence Day at a Native American owned casino.... something about that just felt very wrong.

Realization

In speaking with my girlfriend tonight, I think I came to a realization within myself...

I live through my photography, and my writing, and my art... the things I create. And I always want them to be breathtaking. Not just nice, or good... but breathtaking. It means so much to my heart when people enjoy my creations, and it is soul crushing when the things I create go largely unnoticed.

Which, is most often the case, really.

But why?

I think I now know why.

I create to bring beauty into the world. To show the beauty that I see. To express the beauty I feel inside of me. I want people to see this beauty, to recognize it and appreciate it.

So few people see any beauty in what or who I am. I’m replacing it with what I can give. With what is inside.

Sobering recognition.

Unnecessary Distraction

http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/world-news/astonishing-new-footage-shows-gorilla-8082168

People complain that there are greater tragedies in the world that we're ignoring worrying about a gorilla in a zoo being shot in defense of a child.

But people are genuinely upset about this.

Possibly because they recognize the gorilla as also an intelligent soul, capable of empathy, who didn't deserve to be killed because of the mistake of a child, and his mother, and all the rest of the adults who took no action while the child climbed into the enclosure.

Possibly because they're heartless like me, and would rather have clemency on the gorilla that did nothing wrong, one of 30,000 left of his species, and give the situation a little time, and try to resolve it another way, instead of putting so much concern over one of 8,000,000,000 people on this over-populated planet of humans...

The human response is always to immediately destroy the threat. But intelligent people see that it was only a threat for this instant. Destroying it destroys more than the gorilla - it further destroys our humanity.